February 04, 2009

the day the earth stood still, then ka-BA-BOOM!!

i haven't been able to write much these days..
cuz it's like i have so much to write about but nothing to write..
funny huh..

there were so many things in my mind
going in loops, in circles
it kept repeating itself like an echo
and every echo hurts like an arrow thru my insides



sad emo girl image, picture by thedeadone2009 - Photobucket

it's so funny that i could be so down till the core in one day and the next day, i was smiling wide, laughing like i've never laughed before.

IMG_2497 by vincelai.

i amaze myself sometimes..


Letting Go - SciFi and Fantasy Art by Becky 'Pixel' Goodrich

i learned that letting go is the easiest, most difficult thing to do.
all you do is to just release your grasp, and let it go~


Letting Go!

that easy..
but i don;t know why it is so difficult at the same time..

crying image, picture by bdogluv23 - Photobucket

but when i managed to do that, i feel so light,
like all my emotional burden gone with the breeze that swooshed by.



how wonderful that feeling was..

i woke up with this in my head

"Just dance, gonna be okay,
da da doo-doo-mmm

Just dance, spin that record babe,
da da doo-doo-mmm

Just dance, gonna be okay, d-d-d-dance
Dance, dance, just, j-j-just dance"

i laughed at myself right when i woke up.




lightness fills me in.


but...

there's always buts..



sometimes it feels unfair
seeing that i'm the only one who suffers
while the others around me seem to be flying free with no hint of sadness
all carefree joy

but who ever said life was fair,

it's just how we look at it,
how we embrace it,
and how we let go of it.

it's the start of a new chapter,
MY new chapter

and however it is,
whatever it takes,
i'll fill it with happiness and laughter

" Staring at the blank page before you
Open up the dirty window
Let the sun illuminate the words that you could not find


Reaching for something in the distance

So close you can almost taste it
Release your inhibitions

Feel the rain on your skin


No one else can feel it for you

Only you can let it in

No one else, no one else

Can speak the words on your lips


Drench yourself in words unspoken

Live your life with arms wide open

Today is where your book begins


The rest is still unwritten "


woohoo~!

go stephy~ go stephy~

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