Dong Dong Chiannggg~!

Happy New Year People! Yesh I know I missed the NY’s New Year, but hey! it IS Chinese New Year tomorrow so I guess it’s all the same right? :P

2012 have been great for me so far till last two days where I fell sick with fever. DANG. But good news is I got 2 days MC wtf shhhh and a flatter tummy? LMAO

Well it’s only the 22nd day of the new year and I’ve already done a few happy things that I would happily cross out for the resolution list of 2012 that I have yet to make till 5 seconds ago!

(WARNING : LONG POST AHEAD)

1. Go to Genting! (Went on the 1st of Jan woots! Update on this soooon! Teaser below)

2. Be lucky in gambling! (Woots Woots! So far so good)

3. Meet The Bros! (I finally met Ernest from Bro, Don’t Like That La, Bro  2 weeks ago to grab my comic artist collab calendar. It was really awesome to finally see ONE of the bros materialize in front of you, like woah! this guy really exists! He’s no drawing LOL. Can’t wait to meet the rest of the bunch. You guys should really go read their comics (links in blue!). I guarantee you’ll laugh your ass off especially to Daryl & Jon’s antiques (the Crocodile hides in the wadaaaa~! za-zah!). Sorry Ernest if you think I asked too many questions. I was really excited. Really. :D

Did the below frame (picture of me & Ernest at the Curve) cuz was alil tooo free and in the moodish :P in the theme of the Bros. Whadayathink?

4. Get Awesome Calendar And to top it off the awesome calendar is now in mai hands! Was close to not getting it because I was initially only in the waiting list. But good thing my “threat” worked on Ernest and he didn’t have to dai miserably XD Moar on the calendar in a separate post! or this post won’t end

5. Find a “Ladeyh style” for myself. Dang my boss said I don’t look matured enough they might have to make uniforms for us! WTF!

So Imma gonna suck it up and be a ladeyh! Look fantabulastic and make them take back their nonsensical idea and what they said! Rawr

6. Bring Parents for a holiday! You guys deserve. Just a matter of timing.

7. Save more money! Gosh I am a sucker for sales. Whenever I see sales are on I just go : 

8. As usual, BLOG MORE OFTEN! I know I procrastinate so much I must’ve missed so much deals and offers that I would get over the months! I can see that the mojo is coming back, just the laziness creeps over me like some alienitic substance that wants to suck all the good happy energy outta you and leave you a miserable hollow sad sad FOREVER ALONE Human.

I am starting to like using this meme faces Nyahahaha..

9. Get a hold of my decisions in life. No more terumbang-ambing. Damn consultants is making me tearing my head off sometimes. But I guess eventually I shall need to in order to get to it. To the right path. Love-hate feeling I tell you RAWR!

10. GET HEALTHIER! LIKE EXERCISE! Well at least I managed to try do some rounds. Tho rather inconsistent since timing is a bitch. Oh But I did managed to climb Broga last year Up to the second peak; which means this year target : ALL THE WAY!

Ohkais, ten marks the dot. Anyhoos, Let’s see if I could finish them off this year since I’ve already cut off like 5? *trollface.jpg* Problem?

I shall have another 3 delayed posts coming up. See if I can schedule up before I go off for new years.

Again, I would like to wish all of you guys, Gong Hei Fatt Choy ahh!! Hong Bao Dao Dao Loi into my pocket? ngekeke

Eat Well, Play Well, Sleep 3 hours enough ady before work/school/college starts! Wooooots!

Don’t ask. Just embrace it. Haiii Yaak!!!

 

stephy-GongHei-nie

Oh me Oh my I’m 21.

Yesh you might think that I’m still not over with the fact that I’ve reached 21 but yeah! I mean it IS something to talk about for the next 365 & 1/4 days cause I’ll be 21 for the rest of those days and like it or not I’ll just keep reminding you how young and carefree being 21 is!

The perks of being 21 :

#1 I am basically legal for every single thing that has an age limit as the”un-legal” factor dowana use illegal cuz it’s not exactly illegal it’s just NOT legal.

#2 I get to legally with chins up, minus the sneak in criminal style thingy heads up high enter the casino in Genting! and Las Vegas and Macau and win all the money I could spend which of course is awesome if I only win and not lose at all! weee!

#3 er.. I get to vote? Go Parti Pisang!

Well okays maybe there’s nothing really much about being 21 except that

#1 you are being called old now

#2 you are expected to ACT 21. ie maturedly

#3 You have are dog chained around your neck with a key tag and the number 21 there how parents were afraid that people dunno their kid already 21 years OLD

#4 You’re old. Yeah you. I’m young.

    

Funny bones aside, well existing for nearly 21 years is a real blessing for me, of course I thank God for allowing this toy of yours to still stay on the board of the game.

Last night when I slept, I had these flashback on how I’ve grown over the years. From being this timid little girl to a pretty much less timid and more loudly      declare-fying ladeyh.

From this 10 year old shy girl who' feels that touching a guy *hand brushed or whatever that is minor minor besides a handshake* is nonsensical and cannot be tolerated as it is defined as a undercover molestation of us girls’ dignity to being really open minded on how the world works nowadays, feeling almost numb and neutral and surprisingly mature over issues like sex and relationships.

Yes I remember how I was the happily ever after person who believes in forever and ever and love only comes once which sometimes I’d like to still believe that since I still have not find “the one” I used to differentiate liking and loving so clearly that I was VERY convinced that I only liked my ex boyfriend and never loved him prolly watch too much of american movies/dramas (Charmed!!) that I got the whole dating idea in my head and love is a serious commitment pre-requisite matter.

Now yes I still believe in love. And I also believe that people CAN date and only date without the love coming in. I don’t know about falling in love yes still quite particular in the love matter but I have did felt awfully hurt both physically and emotionally (with literal heart pains) before which I dunno if it could be a sign that I DID fell in love or that I just got hurt over something that I could not keep.

Though many things that may have changed, my attitude, my social skills LMFAO and what not, but I think my lack of self assurance and self confidence still is stuck here in me. The lack of self affirmation and the strength is still not dug out. As much as I have convinced myself that I’m there and that I know what I want to be and where I wanna be, I pretty much am still beating around the bush.

But nevertheless I know I HAVE grown over the years. I am brave to do things that I never thought I’d face and I am proud of myself somehow.

If I suddenly wake up and find myself 13 again, I may not change my choices in life. Maybe I would change the way I do things but I really wouldn’t mind going through the same things again, knowing the same people all over again.

But if I WERE to change my mind, I’d probably be in New Zealand now. OR in Nottingham doing my degree. Working my ass off for exams. hmm.. THAT I might would reconsider choosing.

Cai Hong did this birthday post for me (see it here) and she commented that I am a very honest nice blogger and really, that was sweet of her, but that at the same time makes me think if everyone does think of me that way.

I believe one way of growing up is to know what people think of you. My supervisors look up to me so well that sometimes I don’t believe it. LOL. That one day when I decided to be firmer in my standings and distributed my work, I felt like I’m being looked at as a bitchy bossy person. But I know I should never think like that or I’d never succeed in being a leader.

That I must change.

Being 21, which means that I have had 21 years of knowing people, having known 505 friends well at least that’s based on facebook Somehow or rather I’m just attached to these few people in my life.

Knowing them for like what? almost a decade just sounds ridiculous cuz I still feel like we are still those kiddos in form 2, playing Pokemon and those funny games we drew on our exercise books and titik-titik game. I’m grateful that eventhough we changed a lot, we still revert back to out children self when in each other’s company. We’ve seen each other in laughter and tears, good and bad and maybe unexpected times too times. Another thing I’m grateful. And plus the fact that they would layan me bitching around and reply to all my nonsense ^^

Mom and dad. Oh and of course dear sis. They’ve stood up to 21 years of my nonsense, listening to my school bff dramas and recently about boys when I finally told my dad all the boy issues I faced during school times lol , about teachers and about all my insecureness. I know me and my parents are not as open as some of you may be and sometimes it just makes me feel lonely cuz once my besties are gone I have no one to turn to but my pillow. But you both were still there whenever I need you.

Thanks mum for being so thrifty to save all the money we can save and to keep everything at home in order so that we could do everything we want though yes I know I still piss you off sometimes. She’s more of the iron lady type and she’s really shy like that not much of a PDA person lol. so I thought I might just write it here to let her know somehow if she happens to read this on how exactly I feel for her. She knows I love her. just that probably it’s just how we were brought up that there sometimes is a gap. MUM I WANT TO BE PAMPERED! I know I’m a naughty daughter. But sometimes all I want is to snuggle on her lap and make her treat me like a 5 year old again. LOL I know I’m kinda LOA (that’s Lack of attention for you mum if you don’t get acronyms).

Dad  was the real shrink in the house cuz he basically talks to us and install all those life philosophy in our OS all through the years of growing up. And I would very much want to believe that thanks to all those talks on life, learning, attitude, & relationships. I am proudly who I am today because of him. Even I am surprised on how maturedly I could embrace criticism and obstacles in life. How brave I was to deal with relationships and whatnot. And I am glad that I did leave my dad’s heart in peace with him knowing that I would not do any nonsensical things that would doom my future. I’m grateful that he trust me enough to not put a curfew on me. As much as curfews might not mean anything to you but the feeling of the trust your parents give to you JUST by not putting a curfew is really heart-touching. Seriously.

Really this was supposed to be a full photo post but I guess I was just suddenly overwhelmed with feelings of turning 21 someway somesort I turned emo but yeah I guess the full photo post gotta wait again LOL

So really. 21 doesn’t really make any difference. Nothing much of a significant thing. just another birthday. While I was trying to look for the significance in it, all the topic above just came upon me. And so I’ll just write all of it down and be emo lol.

I sometimes wonder what EXACTLY does a 21 year old SHOULD be achieving by now, seeing people with career already, own business, family, a life. Nowadays things are just so advanced and forward that there’s no longer time to take time to comprehend and youngsters just cannot fathom the direction anymore.

Maybe I really just need to grow up?

*shrugs*

*Imma finally post this up!*

I’m grateful to have been through these 21 years of my life.

Aweshum.

Good night.

Mum finally believed that Bloggin gives me MONEH!

Woots people I’m finally blogging again! I know I know I’ve been out of mojo lately plus I get very sleepy and tired at night I couldn’t exactly get in to the blogging mood.

So. Why Now that she believes Blogging gives me money? Cause she made me check out my Nuffnang Earnings which is like RM72 from my account and woots my check is here!

So yays that I’ll be having extra cash this month! RM70 pun jadi lah. LMAO Janji I got some moneh and my parents reduces the thought that I am wasting time and energy on blogging nonsense!

Oh on another topic, Guess what I saw in Tesco earlier! You guys know the brand Stabilo right, the color pencil brand that is like among the top brands used here.

<I know I said color pencil but I’ve put the highlighter picture (from google images btw) I couldn’t RESIST the cute PENGUIN!!>

LIKE WTF how can such a huge brand be RACIST!! Why do I say that? Cause of THIS!!

How could they call the Black NEGRO?! Like wth! Racist Giler weih! Gone lah Stabilo is gonna lose their Black customers already.. Kesian Kesian..

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Anyhoos, so whats up with my life nowadays? Well work has been taking up pretty much of my time and FINALLY I’ve completed my 1month work and woohoo my first PAY is about to come out!

So soon I can go eat a meal of Sushi with my family with my own hard earn CASH!

And as promised I’ve took a few photos of my workplace and the crystals that the shop I’m working in is selling as well as stuffs my neighbors are selling so enjoy the awesomic ceh ceh puji my own photos LMAO photos up!

The Stuffs that we sell~

   

Free Accessories for mey!

Awesome Photos That I took from neighbor’s kiosks! Me hearts!

      

And what happens if Stephy has a pencil and a piece of paper.

  

Sorry if my piccies could not be load on your awfully slow broadband but then again photos are what I love and what I want to share so be patient lah yah. Like they say, “Sabar itu separuh dari Iman” LMAO

Working in that shop people always ask like i’m a freaking engineering graduate! Why the hell am I working in a crystal shop? Like wth?! I KNOW. Like I actually want to like get stuck here, shake leg, eat fries and RM1.50 peppermint and chocolate chip ice creams and get paid right. Like who would want THAT kinda job right?!

As I was saying, I know I should have been getting a related field punya job would be a more practical thing to do instead of this but then again I dunno, I feel like this job does teach me things. And things that I dunno if I could learn by facing cylindrical cones oh wait what?! umm cylindrical… thingys. DAMN I forgot what you called that already.. errr err umm umm.. cylindrical flasks? Ah whatever lah. The point is that I’ve been learning sales and marketing and communication in a way that is very raw. LOL There’s nobody to teach me the theories and so it’s like throwing me into this place where I speak like 20% of their language and I’m supposed to like convince them into buying it!

I’m a banana as in I am a Chinese outside but then I have no FREAKING idea how to read Chinese and to speak properly and this shop’s customers are like 60-70% Chinese educated chinese speaking Feng Shui obsessed CHINESE!

And amazingly I amaze myself sometimes I manage to use my VERY the LIMITED mandarin / Hokkien / Cantonese to convince them to buy!

How awesomic is that! LMAO

Plus, the variety of people that I’ve met are madness.

Like there are people that are so cute that they would totally just ask you to decide for them which to buy and they wouldn’t mind the money they have to spend, or like that customer who like bargains my intestines out of me and wouldn’t stop till she manage to discount the hell outta us and pay pennies for stuffs worth hundreds!

And I’ve gotten to meet 2 awesome neighbors that are very very awesome to hang out with and its really cool to have such a bond with them that though we only knew each other for like a month but we have the trust in each other that we could just leave our shops to each other without hesitation! And really thank them for helping me out during peak times where I couldn’t handle stuffs myself. Awesomic people they are!

So yeah it’s a different experience overall which I would treasure cause I improved my mandarin like really really improve and I could recognize more words already! woots!

 

Pardon me for the Uber Long post cause I suddenly have so much to rant about I put it all in one.

Oh and work days are not the only days I enjoyed. There’s my  off days too! *winks*

Oh and TOOTHLESS is AWESOMEEEE!!

and and and KICK ASS KICKS ASS!!

 

(image from google)

Oh and I accidently Pierced my freakin finger today! I know I’ve been announcing it everywhere.

Was playing testing experimenting Fiddling with the ear piercing gun earlier when was bored and while adjusting the earring in the gun, it suddenly releases itself and bam! the earring was in my finger and the gun stuck on my finger.

I was like FCUK!!

Well unfortunately it didnt bleed nor leave a scar.. I just unpluck it out and tadah! no pain no blood.

boohoo.

But then again, AWESOME!!!

Lucky I still have my finger on or everytime I swear I’ll have to photoshop my photo like this.

HAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHA

OOps!

Stephy-Randomly-nie