Oh me Oh my I’m 21.

Yesh you might think that I’m still not over with the fact that I’ve reached 21 but yeah! I mean it IS something to talk about for the next 365 & 1/4 days cause I’ll be 21 for the rest of those days and like it or not I’ll just keep reminding you how young and carefree being 21 is!

The perks of being 21 :

#1 I am basically legal for every single thing that has an age limit as the”un-legal” factor dowana use illegal cuz it’s not exactly illegal it’s just NOT legal.

#2 I get to legally with chins up, minus the sneak in criminal style thingy heads up high enter the casino in Genting! and Las Vegas and Macau and win all the money I could spend which of course is awesome if I only win and not lose at all! weee!

#3 er.. I get to vote? Go Parti Pisang!

Well okays maybe there’s nothing really much about being 21 except that

#1 you are being called old now

#2 you are expected to ACT 21. ie maturedly

#3 You have are dog chained around your neck with a key tag and the number 21 there how parents were afraid that people dunno their kid already 21 years OLD

#4 You’re old. Yeah you. I’m young.

    

Funny bones aside, well existing for nearly 21 years is a real blessing for me, of course I thank God for allowing this toy of yours to still stay on the board of the game.

Last night when I slept, I had these flashback on how I’ve grown over the years. From being this timid little girl to a pretty much less timid and more loudly      declare-fying ladeyh.

From this 10 year old shy girl who' feels that touching a guy *hand brushed or whatever that is minor minor besides a handshake* is nonsensical and cannot be tolerated as it is defined as a undercover molestation of us girls’ dignity to being really open minded on how the world works nowadays, feeling almost numb and neutral and surprisingly mature over issues like sex and relationships.

Yes I remember how I was the happily ever after person who believes in forever and ever and love only comes once which sometimes I’d like to still believe that since I still have not find “the one” I used to differentiate liking and loving so clearly that I was VERY convinced that I only liked my ex boyfriend and never loved him prolly watch too much of american movies/dramas (Charmed!!) that I got the whole dating idea in my head and love is a serious commitment pre-requisite matter.

Now yes I still believe in love. And I also believe that people CAN date and only date without the love coming in. I don’t know about falling in love yes still quite particular in the love matter but I have did felt awfully hurt both physically and emotionally (with literal heart pains) before which I dunno if it could be a sign that I DID fell in love or that I just got hurt over something that I could not keep.

Though many things that may have changed, my attitude, my social skills LMFAO and what not, but I think my lack of self assurance and self confidence still is stuck here in me. The lack of self affirmation and the strength is still not dug out. As much as I have convinced myself that I’m there and that I know what I want to be and where I wanna be, I pretty much am still beating around the bush.

But nevertheless I know I HAVE grown over the years. I am brave to do things that I never thought I’d face and I am proud of myself somehow.

If I suddenly wake up and find myself 13 again, I may not change my choices in life. Maybe I would change the way I do things but I really wouldn’t mind going through the same things again, knowing the same people all over again.

But if I WERE to change my mind, I’d probably be in New Zealand now. OR in Nottingham doing my degree. Working my ass off for exams. hmm.. THAT I might would reconsider choosing.

Cai Hong did this birthday post for me (see it here) and she commented that I am a very honest nice blogger and really, that was sweet of her, but that at the same time makes me think if everyone does think of me that way.

I believe one way of growing up is to know what people think of you. My supervisors look up to me so well that sometimes I don’t believe it. LOL. That one day when I decided to be firmer in my standings and distributed my work, I felt like I’m being looked at as a bitchy bossy person. But I know I should never think like that or I’d never succeed in being a leader.

That I must change.

Being 21, which means that I have had 21 years of knowing people, having known 505 friends well at least that’s based on facebook Somehow or rather I’m just attached to these few people in my life.

Knowing them for like what? almost a decade just sounds ridiculous cuz I still feel like we are still those kiddos in form 2, playing Pokemon and those funny games we drew on our exercise books and titik-titik game. I’m grateful that eventhough we changed a lot, we still revert back to out children self when in each other’s company. We’ve seen each other in laughter and tears, good and bad and maybe unexpected times too times. Another thing I’m grateful. And plus the fact that they would layan me bitching around and reply to all my nonsense ^^

Mom and dad. Oh and of course dear sis. They’ve stood up to 21 years of my nonsense, listening to my school bff dramas and recently about boys when I finally told my dad all the boy issues I faced during school times lol , about teachers and about all my insecureness. I know me and my parents are not as open as some of you may be and sometimes it just makes me feel lonely cuz once my besties are gone I have no one to turn to but my pillow. But you both were still there whenever I need you.

Thanks mum for being so thrifty to save all the money we can save and to keep everything at home in order so that we could do everything we want though yes I know I still piss you off sometimes. She’s more of the iron lady type and she’s really shy like that not much of a PDA person lol. so I thought I might just write it here to let her know somehow if she happens to read this on how exactly I feel for her. She knows I love her. just that probably it’s just how we were brought up that there sometimes is a gap. MUM I WANT TO BE PAMPERED! I know I’m a naughty daughter. But sometimes all I want is to snuggle on her lap and make her treat me like a 5 year old again. LOL I know I’m kinda LOA (that’s Lack of attention for you mum if you don’t get acronyms).

Dad  was the real shrink in the house cuz he basically talks to us and install all those life philosophy in our OS all through the years of growing up. And I would very much want to believe that thanks to all those talks on life, learning, attitude, & relationships. I am proudly who I am today because of him. Even I am surprised on how maturedly I could embrace criticism and obstacles in life. How brave I was to deal with relationships and whatnot. And I am glad that I did leave my dad’s heart in peace with him knowing that I would not do any nonsensical things that would doom my future. I’m grateful that he trust me enough to not put a curfew on me. As much as curfews might not mean anything to you but the feeling of the trust your parents give to you JUST by not putting a curfew is really heart-touching. Seriously.

Really this was supposed to be a full photo post but I guess I was just suddenly overwhelmed with feelings of turning 21 someway somesort I turned emo but yeah I guess the full photo post gotta wait again LOL

So really. 21 doesn’t really make any difference. Nothing much of a significant thing. just another birthday. While I was trying to look for the significance in it, all the topic above just came upon me. And so I’ll just write all of it down and be emo lol.

I sometimes wonder what EXACTLY does a 21 year old SHOULD be achieving by now, seeing people with career already, own business, family, a life. Nowadays things are just so advanced and forward that there’s no longer time to take time to comprehend and youngsters just cannot fathom the direction anymore.

Maybe I really just need to grow up?

*shrugs*

*Imma finally post this up!*

I’m grateful to have been through these 21 years of my life.

Aweshum.

Good night.

21! Oh Dang I missed it.

*Thanks to the awesomeness of windows live writer my post couldn't be uploaded and i hadta do it from blogger =_= #fml *

Yeap it’s the 29th of May which means I’ve turned 21 and survived another year of existence! Experience +1

So It’s 3.18pm and I just woke up an hour + ago, Haven’t ate my Lunch, Trolling facebook, being left at home alone, with the hot blazing sun outside making me NOT wanting to go out makan.

So yeah awesome 21st birthday celebration I’m supposed to be at Genting now

Anyway I DID had a nice outing with the college peeps, both Senior and Junior batch. Camwhored a lot Gotta get my hands on Alrin! All nice photos in his DSLR!

Thanks to Zheng Qian, Loo, Lian Yew, Derek, Sarah, Yen Yen, Wai Meng, Jack, Elaine, Xhie Hweai who apparently sacrificed her sleep and assignment time and Alrin for the cake and all ^^

Came home at about 1230am, hung out with family well dad was playing  Cityville while hanging out. Trolled more facebook, chatted, and slept at like what? 4.30am? XD

So here I am, sitting in front of the lappie, blogging, being hungry but too puteri lilin to go out under the sun.

*oh wait I found someone to go lunchner with mey yays!*

So I just got back from my “lunch” *looks at watch 6pm* and had aweshum macaroni and cheeeese at Kenny Rogers!

Being 21..

I dunno, getting the key to “freedom “ and all doesn’t really excites me as much as I thought it would be *dissapointed*  It’s just another year with another digit added on my age @@

Birthday wishlist?

DSLR!!!! teeheehee yes I know

Is it too much to ask for an iPhone too? Lol

Lots and lots of meals? I wanna eat everything *especially when it’s free XD

I wanna be spoiled! I secretly like it when people say aww nevermindlah you’re the birthday girl mahh.. it’s okay..

So I guess it’s just another normal day of freebies and fun outings with friends.

Oh and thanks Mumsies and daddy for the awesome key 

Imma just go and be 21 and live on life~

Oh oh and since it’s close to 30th of May already..

Happy birthday Cai Hong! ^^

Thanks for that sweet post for my birthday. I know it was a waste that time when I was in Melaka and I couldn’t meet you. Next time when I go down, I’ll make sure that we’ll meet aite!

Let’s see, we knew each other… hmm I can’t really remember too, was it blog hopping? LOL But What I know is that you are a real sweet girl and it as really nice chatting away with you ^^

And since you’ve put a pretty picture of me, I’ll put one too teeheehee

Ain’t she this cute little girl X)

Happy birthday to us!

OMG I took almost the whole day to finish this post zzzz

stephy-21-nie

the very last minutes of my birthday!

One Two Three

It’s funny I just realized that within 24 hours I have put on 4 different hair styles from last night till right now LOL

Hair #1 was the OMFG I AM SO HOT I NEED TO SHOWER

As said last night was like so freaking hot I was THAT close to go for a cold shower at 2am but my dad screamed at me.

So what happens when the temperature rises?

Nope no hair was let down AT ANY CIRCUMSTANCES unless you’re in an air conditioned room that is.

Hair #2 was the HAIR #1 DESTROYED MY HAIR HAIR BACK UP!

LIGHT BULB!

Because of ALL the heat I tied up my hair and made sure it didn’t come lose which caused my hair to be all curled up in a VERY funny manner I cannot tahan I tied it all up!

LIKE this weihhh….

PEK CHEK AHHHH.

Hair #3 AFTER DISASTER MAGIC!

It’s like during kiddo time where my hair was still all long and straight and when we want abit of a twist, I’d ask my mum to tie French Braids or just normal braids and sleep with it. Next day walah! CURLS!

The photo doesn’t show that much of the curls so here’s more pics!

Yeah I got so excited over the hair I kept messing it up the curls came loosen already D:

But I think I look hot with that hair! Yes I know I just called myself hot sue me!

Maybe I should get my hair curled alil like that and get this awesome hairdo as permanent? I still think I’ll be too stingy to spend more than rm20 for my hair *whistles*

And of course Hair #4 AMAZING RETURN TO SOFT & STRAIGHT POST SHOWER

Oh yeah! I didn’t even notice that my hair was THAT nice till I accidently looked into the mirror and awed myself!

LOL yes I noticed what a vain post this is LMAO

Ah.. I’ve gone mad with editing these photos I have so many additional photos with different editings I’ve gone mad!

Haven’t done this in a while and I’m glad to start this nonsense again! woots!

All in all, though all I’ve been to is home and work, it’s a freaking Bad hair day turned awesome hair day! I still wonder why my hair ALWAYS tend to curl up like that ONLY during work and look awesomely straight and soft right after I wake / before I sleep / when I’m at home =________=

Dayumn my hair now has that perfect curve in it look soooo nais!

Now photo of the day :

OMG It’s so Fluffy I’m gonna DAI!

Okay that’s not fluffy but lol I’m REALLY just being real SS with the hair case lah. Anyhoos, I think I kinda made my Album art for my future music album called stephy-nie which will compile all the awesome hits like the out-of-tune jiwangly sang Rocketeer, fresh outta the bathroom Rhythm of love, Screaming her lungs out I don’t wanna Miss a thing and so much more!

*shy shy*

This could even the the cover for my hard cover autobiography book *beams*

Ohkays I so gotta get out before I cause any more Nauseatic symptoms to you readers.

Tahs!

stephy-nie

I'm hired as a stalker!

Yeap you've read right.
I am hired as a STALKER!
well, at least for now lah cause for these 3 days I've been stalking following my senior at work around and basically know what she's doing all the time cause I hafta copy take over some of her jobs eventually!

So yeah I've just started working in a printing company as a Trainee Graphic Designer honestly it's just something I came up with cause they don't really label people specifically. You're either design, marketing, admin, production or anything in between HAHAHA yesh I know. But the point is I'm in the training process in the design department where the whole department consist of ONLY me AND my senior so I'm learning all the design process, gan cheong rushing process, pre-printing process, lotsa calls/fax/mailing process, post-printing process, waiting impatiently calling all the subcons to rush em to bring us the sample and moulds and plates process @@

Seriously workplace is seriously a warfield! There's so many things to do and so little time left to! My first 3 days of work also I OT already @@

But then again, I like what I'm learning, how I'm progressing and how things are slowly being put into place right now. Yes I have like totally ZERO basic on Illustrator and stuffs but I'm happy on how I'm catching up on things I finish a Ribena becker card assembly instruction. THO it's very cacat but to think it's gonna be used by these promoter people to assemble hahahahahaha. I KNOW. Syok Sendiri-ness. LMAO.

Alritey, it's already 12AM so I gotta go get some rest for the war tomorrow! I have like 200++ address to type for a client's thank you card WTF.

So yeah, nites peeps! I'll be back!

I went 20 wit Prince of Percia screening at me.

Surprisingly this year's birthday turned out to be better than the years before! I mean I thought since I would be working on D-Day I'd be like bore to death in the store and everything but instead things went surprisingly awesome!


1. Arvin and Harveen came to have lunch wimme on that day!

2. Few hours later Alrin, Shieh Ren, Ern Chean and his bro came and surprised me with a cake and pressie! weee~!



3. Instead of supposedly OT, I left at 8pm in time to be celebrating with the college peeps in K3K Cafe! Thanks to Sarah, Yen Yen, Koh, Lian Yew, Jack, Jack's *cough*girl*cough*friend whom I just met, Alrin, Ern Chean n his Bro, XHIE HWEAI who I've missed so much!



4. After dinner I had 2 cakes to blow!



5. After all the food, Alrin, Ern Chean, bro n me went to funfair to sit the Uber HUGE open-aired ferris wheel!



6. 2 Days before my actual birthday I get to watch the Prince of Percia (pronounced as per-sze-ah)

thanks to Jeffro

and Nuffnang AND Mister Potato! yays~! Got off work like 3 hours earlier sumore XD Went home about like 1,2am cuz went yumcha as well with some other bloggers at Murni. Stayed out as late as possible! ngekekekeke.
(PS : I stole the pics from Jeffro's blog cuz I was lazy that day and din take much)

7. Then on Friday Off! Got my PC reformatted, took out my hard disc and made it external punya. Woohoo!

8. I got Present From neighbor! Awesome Charm bracelet and Ring!

9. I also got present from my boss! A Tourmaline bracelet!

10. I got another Free pair of tickets from Nuffnang to watch The Killers this thursday! woots!

So far I feel great! Another month Gone and now it's June already. Been through some emotional days, happy and sad, exciting and blood sucking but May was an AWESOME month!

Shall try ta blog again soon. i know this is short. I have tons to blog about but its kinda too late now (FREAKIN 3.30AM!) so I shall bid you guys Good Night!


I wanna be happy like this all the time! (but maybe look abit more better lah XD)

Stephy-HappyBirthday-nie

I dropped Chemical Engineering to join d world of CRYSTALS! :O

yesh people I have decided.

I am gonna put aside the engineer dream to pursue a career in crystal sales and feng shui reading people!

APRIL FOOOL!

LMAO ROFL LOL HAHAHAH EHEHEHEH HUHHUHUHHU.. hu..hu..

*clears throat*

ehem ehem heh.. heh.. heh.

*scratches head*

Truth is you guys know how I’ve been rumbling about getting a job and being nagged about getting a job temporarily while waiting for the scholarship results to be out?

Well guess what? I finally got one! *sobs tears of JOY!*

And well thinking that I got an awesome job cause it’s a job which pays me alot alot can very subjective I know but for now this is alot by just hanging out in the shop and if there are people (i.e. customers) I’ll be selling them stuffs and whatever they need. And based on my rough survey, this shop is kinda peaceful swat flies kinda shop. LMAO

So yeah I’ll be spending half of my day in Giant, learning up on crystals and it’s magics while memorizing the discount prices that I can give and maybe learn how to PIERCE sombodeh! 

oh yeah I might take up piercing as a career and then I’ll go i nto tattoo-ing and open my own piercing parlor in Mid Valley and you can see me doodle tattoo people!

okay maybe i shan’t go that far first cause I need to start preparing a back up plan if some uncle or auntie comes up to me and ask me if I have certain certain crystals in Mandarin/Hokkien. Imma dooooomeed!   

Cause all I know is common crystal names IN ENGLISH! Like amethyst and quartz. But in CHINESE??!

Hmm and imma bluffer. As in you give me a brochure and tho I may not have any knowledge at all on it I CAN BLUFF MY WAY OUT. *beams* Proud of that skill. BUT NOW I NEED TA BLUFF USING CHINESE?!!

*faints*

I don’t even know what you call spleen or liver in mandarin! I know in Hokkien lah but then its “kuey kua” as in chicken’s liver. I think humans wan also is called kua. LMAO

oh but the most interesting one.

ROSE QUARTZ!

why? Cause rose quartz increases fertility, Eases sexual or emotional balances, helps clears stored jealousy, anger, resentment, guilt,and fear, reduces hot temper, Enhances self confidence and creativity and aids forgiveness and compassion AND LOVE.

Which in summary, it’s a LOVE STONE!

You can come to U-Planet in Giant Bandar Bukit Tinggi and get a bag of it for RM5 only!

Either keep it to yourself or give it to your loved one to spread the love!

LMAO

And so with this job I shall create and help more couples and loners and wanners as in want-ers which means ppl who wants? LMAO with the magic of crystals and zen stones and awesome pendants and bracelets!

Okies I’m being very the lebeh.

But then again this means I MIGHT be off the internet more often than I used too cause I think most prolly I’d be uber lazy to come home from d job and on the blardy PC to come online.

Or maybe NOT.

LMAO

But then Mum was totally deranged when she got the electricity bill this month and so we hafta cut down on the PC usage cuz apparently we overused the PC and made the electricity bill spike up high so we hafta puasa PC!

Dad was like only can use 1 or 2 times a week! Oh the horror! Use PC online wher egot consume so much electricity wan?!

Imagine once a week only fb-ing! – hmm actually i dun have nethin to do in fb also

But then imagine once a week only in twitter! – which.. nothing much also actually.

What about bloggin?! I can’t blog much ady and this means once a week blog post!! D: – umm.. isn’t this what I AM already doing now?

……………..

okayyys. So maybe not much of a horror lah.

Just that I won’t be reading much of you guys’ blogs ady lah..

Gomendasai..

*bows 2,3 times*

So imma gonna go naos!

Wish me luck and MUAHS!

LOVE YAH PEOPLE!

Stephy-finallyWorking-nie 

 

I know. women are hard to be understood. Just don’t get the whole “attracted to bad boys” thing huh? LMAO