Oh baby FEEL ME!

It’s funny how I’ve lost and forgotten the way to express myself. I’ve forgotten how to pour out the things I feel into this very lovely blog of mine that now it contains very much ALL but little of what I am and how I feel about things.

I re-read my old posts that day and I see how easy it was for me to pop something up and just blah it all out in this sanctuary I call my own where I scream and rant without caring what ifs.

What if my friends read it?

What if my family read it?

What if people read it and judge me?

What if people read and spread it?

What if people read and manipulate my thoughts and emotions?

What if the thoughts that I want that person to know, didn’t reached out to the right one?

What if?

I have no blardy idea why I was being so guarded lately that I rarely update personal posts which contains what I think personally deep down inside.

I saw somewhere on twitter which said : “ Diaries used to be the most valuable secretive thing to one’s life, but now, Diaries in the form of blogs are so publicly displayed without hesitation or secretiveness” something like that lah. And it’s SO true. Cause I used to went with the diary trend thingy yes I kept diaries and I would kill burn murder swallow protect my diary like my life depends on it cause my deepest darkest THOUGHTS are in it. NO not much of a secret but the most PERSONAL THOUGHTS are there for me to protect. Thoughts that I wanna keep only to myself and I penned it down mostly cause I have a feeling that my memory would fail me in the future that I think I should REALLY pen these down so that I could turn back some day, read it and smile / laugh about it by myself of course .

I know this is abit different from my usual Photo-filled post that I have been taken a habit to be posting these months. Don’t worry I still have photos here and there *winks* it won’t be filled with but it will still have. hahaha I just can’t help it I love posting photos on my blog. It brings the life in it!

Sometimes I feel like doing this :

Sometimes I feel like. …

Sometimes I wanna be an emo CHICK:

And sometimes A ROCK CHICK! :

 

There you go my photos just attacked me!

So where was I?

Oh ya the emo-ing part.

So yeah.. umm..

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Oh you guys remembered last time I went for this  Flash Mob for Valentine’s day? Well CausePlay is organizing ANOTHER flash mob in May for Mother’s Day.

Click here to find out more!

It’s on the 1st of May in Times Square with sponsored props weyh! It’s another freeze like the VFM so again from experience practice people! It’s difficult to freeze at certain poses for 5 DARN MINUTES!

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okay that’s a pop out advert for a moment there.

Soooooooooo…

I dunno if I’m gonna be back with “normal” blogging ways or not but I dunno i think I’m so far fine with the idea of photo expression and expressing feelings thru friendly talks on the phone and MSN.

Oh yah I finally watched Valentine’s Day!!!!!

Thanks to Jeffro for collecting the ticket and being the osm play-mate!

Oh shit that sounds wrong.

But then again had an Awesome “date” witcha!

 Free tix!

The sun? in Spaghetti Farm! Awesome food.

    

And he took many many nice photos of mua! *happy* nyahahahah

 

Now going on in my life:

Imma P driver nao!!!!

WOOTS!

-Imma searching for a part time job.

-imma waiting for the scholarships and their results

-Imma looking for a full time Engineering Job

-Imma trying to NOT go out at all much lately

-Imma going for a birthday party tomorrow and in that party ada minum minum only!

-imma hafta crack my head on what to wear tomorrow.

THERE.

THE END.

Stephy-EmoDisturbed-nie  

 

 

 

 

 

We froze for 5 minutes-Valentine’s Flash Mob

So last Sunday Me and Alrin was off to KL Central to be part of a Flash Mob organized by CausePlay in collaboration with 3-kind and Flash For A Cause (FFAC) which we got to know through Facebook! 

  

If you are getting all excited and stim-ed cause you think we actually “flashed” ourselves in public then Go langgar that dinding beside you cause that didn’t happen duh  

what REALLY happens in flash mob is that we go to a place and assemble suddenly in certain poses or act for a short time and then we disperse immediately as if nothing happened!

So in this Valentine’s Flash mob, we were to freeze in a valentine’s pose for 5 minutes at our designated area and then disperse!

You may think this is very wuliao-ish and all but then again, it was a cool experience to go through such event!

 

*FREEZE pics stolen from Jeremy aka BboyRice who was among the official photographer of the day. Along with Shaz and Jeffro

We leaders yes I was the leader XD hafta choose like 5 members for our groups and then we’ll be assigned to locations of our own and it was abit awkwardish cause most of them came in their own groups and they like stick to their own circles which leaves me member-less

after some threats tries to bid for people by constantly screaming then came Melvin, Chuk, Nigel, Felicia and Abby!

I so love how I looked in the photo above! So nais angle!

Nigel’s camho skills rawks

 

I didn’t camho with Felicia using my camera so I gotta wait for her to upload it first then I go steal!

The freeze was like messed up cause our watches are not synchronized and all so some of us frozed early, some of us frozed late and our group was busy discussing what to pose and suddenly Nigel was like

“eh everyone freeze ady leh!”

And We on the spot was like oh! and frozed.

However short you think 5 minutes are I’m telling you… It’s so NOT short. My hands were  sore  posing in mid air for 5 minutes I was wishing time would go on faster!

Me and Abby was in a lovey Dovey pose and we practically laughed out so many times!

Damn we almost ruin the freeze!

And they were like people coming to our faces and disturbing us with sounds and all and I was like wadafark are you trying to do! well, monolouging lah of course. Professional Freezer mah. hahahahha

We did the FM in KL Central at 2pm and after that we all headed to Times Square where We gathered and Froze again at 4.30pm and 5.15pm!

There were more mobbers in Time Square cause I think most of them can’t make it to KL Central cause of church and stuffs.

It IS a Sunday afternoon mah.

:)

 

We froze right after 8TV finished their CNY road show and the crowd there was really shocked by our sudden acts that we all became like celebrities with cameras snapping away and people staring at us!

  

And honestly, some people’s poses are really geng. I salute them for tahan-ing in that pose for 5 whole minutes!

 

How can you bent/squat/bengkok like that for 5minutes lah?

Professional giler..

         

And some poses were just SO CHWEEET!!!

I love that girl’s looking for love head prop! NAIS!

The next pose is funny too. LOL

And hey! those 8tv peepz joined in our freeze to!

Orange from Ho Chiak, Desmond and bla bla bla

 

Anyhow Anyhoo I’d like to think that this event, although not as perfect as those ang mohs did but hey! It still rawked and we all had FUN!

It rawked so much it made Sherlyne the organizer CRIED!

 

LOL

ok I was Joking lah.

But then Jer, Great timing for this photo!

Took a few random pictures of Times Square

 

And worse is CHUK stole my heart!

No. Not that heart heart. THIS heart!

 

We were using it as props and he ran away with it RIGHT after the MOB ended.

How could YOU?!

Give me back my heart~~~!

Stephy-Frozed-nie

 

PS: For those who thinks that I am emo-ing cause I’m single on Valentine’s day based on my last post, You ALL GOT IT WRONG! was just looking for transport to go to the Movie Screening. Which in the end I didn’t go.

 

But Still I’m not emo-ing over being single! I’ve been single on valentines before and it’s NO BIG DEAL. Plus this year it’s the same day as CNY! woohoo!

PPs: Happy Belated birthday Carson!