i haven't been able to write much these days..
cuz it's like i have so much to write about but nothing to write..
funny huh..
there were so many things in my mind
going in loops, in circles
it kept repeating itself like an echo
and every echo hurts like an arrow thru my insides
it's so funny that i could be so down till the core in one day and the next day, i was smiling wide, laughing like i've never laughed before.
i amaze myself sometimes..
i learned that letting go is the easiest, most difficult thing to do.
all you do is to just release your grasp, and let it go~
that easy..
but i don;t know why it is so difficult at the same time..
but when i managed to do that, i feel so light,
like all my emotional burden gone with the breeze that swooshed by.
how wonderful that feeling was..
i woke up with this in my head
"Just dance, gonna be okay,
da da doo-doo-mmm
Just dance, spin that record babe,
da da doo-doo-mmm
Just dance, gonna be okay, d-d-d-dance
Dance, dance, just, j-j-just dance"
i laughed at myself right when i woke up.
lightness fills me in.
but...
there's always buts..
sometimes it feels unfair
seeing that i'm the only one who suffers
while the others around me seem to be flying free with no hint of sadness
all carefree joy
but who ever said life was fair,
it's just how we look at it,
how we embrace it,
and how we let go of it.
it's the start of a new chapter,
MY new chapter
and however it is,
whatever it takes,
i'll fill it with happiness and laughter
" Staring at the blank page before you
Open up the dirty window
Let the sun illuminate the words that you could not find
Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can almost taste it
Release your inhibitions
Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
The rest is still unwritten "
woohoo~!
go stephy~ go stephy~
cuz it's like i have so much to write about but nothing to write..
funny huh..
there were so many things in my mind
going in loops, in circles
it kept repeating itself like an echo
and every echo hurts like an arrow thru my insides
it's so funny that i could be so down till the core in one day and the next day, i was smiling wide, laughing like i've never laughed before.
i amaze myself sometimes..
i learned that letting go is the easiest, most difficult thing to do.
all you do is to just release your grasp, and let it go~
that easy..
but i don;t know why it is so difficult at the same time..
but when i managed to do that, i feel so light,
like all my emotional burden gone with the breeze that swooshed by.
how wonderful that feeling was..
i woke up with this in my head
"Just dance, gonna be okay,
da da doo-doo-mmm
Just dance, spin that record babe,
da da doo-doo-mmm
Just dance, gonna be okay, d-d-d-dance
Dance, dance, just, j-j-just dance"
i laughed at myself right when i woke up.
lightness fills me in.
but...
there's always buts..
sometimes it feels unfair
seeing that i'm the only one who suffers
while the others around me seem to be flying free with no hint of sadness
all carefree joy
but who ever said life was fair,
it's just how we look at it,
how we embrace it,
and how we let go of it.
it's the start of a new chapter,
MY new chapter
and however it is,
whatever it takes,
i'll fill it with happiness and laughter
" Staring at the blank page before you
Open up the dirty window
Let the sun illuminate the words that you could not find
Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can almost taste it
Release your inhibitions
Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
The rest is still unwritten "
woohoo~!
go stephy~ go stephy~
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